Hey hey ho

gosh, the last week was just ... horror -___-''
In school, I couldn't concentrate .. so Monday and Tuesday I didn't even go there xD I went shopping and hiking because I needed time to think about a lot of things.. I was veeery tired A friend of mine has got a deep problem.. with himself so I just did my best to help.. but this shot me down. It was a difficult situation, and in kinda way, I ruined myself for this one week and I'm soo glad that I can withstand this pressure.

And now ^^
I got the feeling, that I can realize more
I learned a lot about knowledge of human and how to handle with depressions or people having depressions or complex. I can stand it.
That was very interesting and actually men are so primitive xD sry guys, but it's so easy to recognize what you'Re thinking x3 well, often ... not always for sure, but often

And I realized that I've a little debility for older guys x_X' that's strange xD I'm happy now ^^ I did a lot of things with my friends.. because it's holiday time and we' got a lot of time ;3
I went to the movies, made a camp fire, ate ice cream often and tonight there'll be a DVD evening with some friends of mine.. ladies night
Tomorrow I'll paint my wall ! yas

maybe I gonna play Pokémon again xD might remind me at old times x))
but now! the best is:

I WILL GO TO AMERICA IN OCTOBER v^_________^v  

it's a school exchange.. we'll stay 2 weeks in detroit at our guest-family and then, one week we stay at a hotel in New York City

I really hope it'll be good
but I think so since I was a lil child I wished to go to america
well then ^^

CU guys
greetings